keep bleeding...

life - a twisted fate, you never know where your goin to, u never know when or where ur life ends...wer not in control of everything...yesterday may be fun, today may seem to be a blissful moment and tomorrow might never come... one day, i woke up realizing i havent done enough 2 keep a person breathing,... everyday i encounter death and it has always been simple, i see life as something i should protect 2 make people happy but when i see death coming, it becomes natural to say "he's gone" and it has always been simple to cover and cleanse 'd dead but now everything has twisted, it all started when u lose someone u truly love, someone u thought u would have 2 give ur life for them but havent done it...saying goodbye became so hard but it kills me more 2 pronounce death 2 someone concealed in ur heart....
months may have pass now, i may have lived through it, smiled through out the pain but still my heart bleeds... i guess, it takes time to heal... especially when ur alone hurting, blaming....I'm sorry... hope u can hear me...